A love poem
Standing un wavering beside me,
Blessing me with your presence,
I look deep within the eyes,
Of your pure angelic essence.
For every star shing above,
in thier unutterd sympathy,
so is the emmensity of love,
which my heart holds to thee.
You will never truely know,
as words cannot describe,
how much I really need you,
or how you keep me so alive.
Not a second hesitation,
to see you live forever,
if i could give my life,
then it would be my pleasure,
For every ounce of life,
For every breath of air,
It all becomes irrelavent,
when your presence is compared.
I would give my very soul,
And breath my final breath,
to stand by you forever,
both in life and death.
Life cannot be changed,
the past shall always be,
so look within the eyes,
of your eternal legacy.
I will never look away,
I will always love and care,
No matter what the terms,
I will always be right there.
At times I will upset you,
Other times you will be proud,
at times we'll dance on fire,
other times upon a cloud.
I just wanted to thank you,
and say whats on my mind,
to my dear and loving woman,
to my Angel of my devine!

Addiction

If I had to pick a drug, I’d always choose you,
Because I’m already hooked, so addicted
I’ll grin as you attack my brain cells,
And destroy them all, one by one,
You’re my drug of choice.

I want you to erase every painful thought I’ve created,
Fill my lungs up with your delightful poison,
You’re swimming in my bloodstream now,
No use in trying to deny I need you,
You’re my drug of choice.

My perfect release, you consume my thoughts,
I need you like I need another bad habit,
My skin crawls, I’m craving you now,
Because I love you more than life,
You’re my drug of choice.

A Free Soul...
My heart feels the need

To close its eyes and sleep,

Taking a journey into the deep

Valley of nightmares and dreams.



Heart, beat at ease

Find yourself some peace;

So much tension to release

From your head down to your feet.



No need to stay down on yours knees

Working hard for the world to please

No need to sacrifice your belief

That love is there to set you free.

New American Century
we hold these truths to be self-evident
a brand-new metronome of mono-culture
we pray for the cleansing blood of capital
to wash away the flood of identity
we pray for the atonement of markets
to mass-produce our spirit and dream

we lurk in icy black depths of fear, poised
with devices to blow nerves of steel
and buttons, so many buttons
we cross steel-crushed ocean foam, parted
clutching more efficient weapons than before
muttering freedom, sweet freedom

in the end we are drawn to the word
sheer design and will may pierce the heavens
same as weapons of will may scale the invincible
same as our way of life is threatened by shadows
always by shadows, by the unseen
there will always be another campaign

Romance
Emotions happening all of a sudden,
Love flowing,
Craving to be with you.
To feel your sweet touch,
Your heart has opened up to me
now that i am falling in love.
Something i thought would never happen,
Something i could only dream about.
Something that i have always wished for,
Under the stars i wish we were.
Candles burning,
Soft music playing,
The sound of love birds chirping away.
The moon and the stars glowing on the water
on this magical night that we could only dream
about.
How could i make this become to life
If only i could see you then a long waited dream will
finally become to life.
How magical it could be,
Wine to sip,
Strawberries to eat as i look into your beautiful eye's
seeing the candles glow as i could almost believe
you have stars in your eye's.
As i take your hand and embrace you in my arms to take
our first step to a beautiful dance.
Dancing to the beautiful music playing on our mobile
CD player.
As i look into your eye's to kiss your beautiful lips
as i slowly start to fly with this amazing feeling.
Birds chirping,
Music playing,
Candles burning away dancing under the moonlight
embracing you in my arms feeling your soft tender heart
in mine.
Would you give anything for just one night of this just
to feel so loved.
Would you show how much someone matters to you as you to
could do this with your loved one.
If you try i bet to you would be flying high as this would
be an ideal romantic night.
Try to remember the last time you had a night like this,
If you haven't try it out it could make you dance with the stars
also.

Dreams
Was I hoping for freedom
I was chasing a ghost
As I dreamed for impossibles
Now I opened my eyes
I wish they could close

I kept running in circles
Following my heart
As I wanted my hopes
Now they won’t be truth
They are tearing me apart

Dreams seem illusions
So why not drown them out
Let me stop dreaming
Cause if it only causes hurting
I think I’m better of without

Trade my dreams for the truth
Or atleast for tonight
Give me some rest now
For a moment stop dreaming
And turn of the light

Farewell
There’s this forever string,
Tugging,
Jerking,
At my heart.
There’s this eternal chain,
Snaking,
Twisting,
It’s way up my spirit.
There’s this everlasting cluster of demons,
Biting,
Clawing,
Where you left your kiss.
And there’s this ceaseless clinging,
Lusting,
Longing,
Prayer of my soul that this is really farewell.

Lost
Procrastination, indecisiveness,
I am hurtling into a jumbled mess.
I swiftly pull the wool over my eyes,
I avert my gaze from what I despise.
I refuse to grab the bull by the horns
And wallow in a pool of my own scorn.

The stubborn problems remain, as do I,
Forcing this person to give in and cry.
A word of wisdom crawls into my head,
Releasing the icy fingers of dread;

Just do it, and never, ever give up.

Departure
A departure...you are away from me,
abruptly for a time I shudder to imagine.
Never said a word, flashed a final smile,
grazed me once more with your angelic touch...
but rather cast me into a spell of unspeakable anguish.
My broken heart reeks of an ominous depression,
withers yet further away with every thought I conceive of you...
yet such visions are the core of my very mind.
I'm obsessed with the next moment,
dreaming foolishly of your return,
of you being here with me...speaking to me,
touching me, proving to me it's real...
such things I wish for in every possible sense...

but my accursed cognizance can't comprehend
and drags me back to this reality
which I have grown to despise with an indomitable passion.
It can remind me so often of the turmoils of my life,
my folly, your absense, and my worthlessness without you
can only push me further down,
oh so much further down into
an abyssal pit of dysphoria where your face riddles
the walls mocking me endlessly!
These tears help nothing,
only bring back nostalgia of an oustide touch,
god why can't I know...this so called brain capable
of all but rational thought and help,
tell me now the answers to all that disturb me please,
for I am on my knees. It kills me in every way, where is she?

How is she?
Is she having fun?
Does she still love me?
Please save me...why did she have to leave,
I need her, she needs me doesn't she?
Doesn't she? Come back to me please,
god help me, she was my sunset,
my sunrise, the very light that lit my world,
my heartbeat, and what's more the blood that filled my veins!
The only solution is to continue
wondering, hoping for what I know will not occur.
For it is the only way.

Chemical Bliss
Giving and taking and sharing the hits,
Reciprocal mythical Chemical Bliss.
Wanting and needing and slamming your fists,
nothing is bleeding and everyone's pissed.
Writing and reading the reasons to list,
Blatant mistreating of seasons we've missed.
Losing, refusing but still you insist,
Using and bruising what left of your wrists.
Admitting you're quitting but lost in the mist,
Slitting is so fitting in Chemical Bliss.